its been about 1 week since i last wrote something.. well, nothing much happened.. tuesday was the mid-autmn festival celebration at the comms hall, wednesday had the first ihg bball training for this year and thursday was our block bbq..

went JP to buy some stuff for X-Plat on Friday night.. and we (as in me, Geok Sim n Karen) stayed till 3 plus to paint our team t-shirt.. actually Geok Sim was the one doing most, if not all of the painting.. the other 2 members Alfred n Leon, had their own stuff to do.. actually i'm supposed to study too, but i really need a break..

X-Plat yesterday was fun.. our team was team A and we were the first team to play.. We won our first game, but lost the second.. and we got knocked out.. nonetheless i think my team is actually v good and i love my team..



whole lot of us went to watch "Death Note" after the not-so-nice dunno-wat porridge steamboat at Ang Mo Kio.. the show was quite nice.. the kinda show that i like.. where some genius started commiting crimes and another genius tries to hunt him down.. anyway i like the "L" in the show.. though he's abit weird, aloof, looks like some drug addict or watever, i prefer him to "Kira".. at least he's the good guy.. and i think he's very 'seh'.. shall not comment too much on the show in case some of you still haven watch the show..

exams coming in a month's time and i really should get busy.. i realized that my depression may have worsen and i decided to cut down on coffee cuz too much caffeine can contribute to depression.. then i switched to alcohol.. -_-

not that i really drink.. tuesday night tried to get myself drunk with a can of beer.. erm.. root beer.. wednesday night had 2.5 cans of beer.. tried to get myself drunk but the more i drink the more sober i got.. well, things improved quite abit this week and i shld feel happy.. but somehow i still feel down sometimes..

well i dreamt of someone again last night.. there's a chinese saying that you'll dream at night what you've been thinking of in the day.. so have i been thinking of that someone subconciously all this while? i really dunno..
things are not going on that well but i'll try my best to fight through this period.. though sometimes i really need the extra strength to carry on..

1 thing i learnt is that sometimes when you do not wish to hurt someone, you'll end up hurting him or her even more.. well i did exactly the same thing to someone before.. now i understand how she feels..

well, i'm a stubborn guy and once i've decided on something i will not give up.. no matter how tough it is i will carry on..

i know that you're having a hard time too.. juz wanna say "jiayou jiayou jiayou!"..